Ok so I usually don’t ever post personal shit, but I just need to vent, so read this or not I don’t care… Some shit went down with my boyfriend a few months ago and things have just never been the same since. I was hoping that over time it would get better, but… it really hasn’t. I’ve been meaning to talk to him about it, but I just get so stressed. Anyways, I was thinking about it today while he was here and had like a little mental breakdown and just cried and couldn’t talk for a few hours. But then after I calmed down, we started to talk about it.. He kind of felt the same as me, but I guess he’s more optimistic about the whole thing. We’ve been dating for like 2 years and 4 months, so it would be a big deal to call it off. But I can’t stay with someone forever if I’m not happy. him too. I don’t want to be content. I have to be happy.
So, he wants to stay together for a while. I’m kind of wary about it, but… I hope it all works out. He said that we should get out more, but I don’t know if increasing out date quota is really going to turn everything around. But uh… we’ll see…
no shits at all.